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An Endless Cycle
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In my short years on this earth I have done so many things. Great things. Amazing, terrifying and life changing things... Terrible things. I have always been told to never regret the choices I make; they are not mistakes but unfortunate opportunities. And trust me, I've had a few of those.
Loving him was not a mistake.
It was invigorating; freeing. He opened the window to my soul and like a caged bird being released for the first time, I soared. Money was no object, time was no restraint. We made choices in the here and now - not with our heads stuck in the future like our parents demanded. He gave me memories that would stay with me forever - words of wisdom that would haunt me in the darkness of the night when I lie alone. He gave me freedom. Passion. Fireworks...
it wasn't leaving him that was my biggest mistake; it was letting myself do it over and over again. Falling into the same cycle of love, passion, fear and abandonment. I am my own worst enemy.
But to have the chance to love him again - even for a single day - There's not a thing in this world that I wouldn't trade for that chance.
Loving him was not a mistake.
It was invigorating; freeing. He opened the window to my soul and like a caged bird being released for the first time, I soared. Money was no object, time was no restraint. We made choices in the here and now - not with our heads stuck in the future like our parents demanded. He gave me memories that would stay with me forever - words of wisdom that would haunt me in the darkness of the night when I lie alone. He gave me freedom. Passion. Fireworks...
it wasn't leaving him that was my biggest mistake; it was letting myself do it over and over again. Falling into the same cycle of love, passion, fear and abandonment. I am my own worst enemy.
But to have the chance to love him again - even for a single day - There's not a thing in this world that I wouldn't trade for that chance.
Nothing incredible - just testing the waters with you guys really. Let me know what you think, good and bad!
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